I’m going to sell you something here.
You are too nice. You avoid conflicts. You want to be perfect. You keep score of the wrongs other people do. What do you resent? Your mother for raising such a perfect boy? Do you want me to hold your hand? Maybe you will just avoid me, ignore me, roll your eyes when you are behind my back. Perhaps you will just fail on purpose.
You say you are sensitive. You can really empathize with others. You want their approval so you hide your mistakes. When you look at women you feel shame yet women are the only friends you have. You know how to fix things. To make it all right. Maybe some day you will be rewarded for your goodness? No beta male, even feminists hate you!
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